I just wish nobody goes through this painful feeling of losing people & see them ignore you forever. I knew this would happen, and it did few days back, the day I had my hopes pinned onto. Even my birthday could not melt the heart . . perhaps I forgot, Depression is the best gift a Cancerian can ever have. Sometimes I think is it only about “Brooding over the past?” but no, its not only that. Its a case of "give and take" gone awfully wrong. My heart attempts to search for a moral justification in a grim hope to get something back. .
Seeing someone leave you even when you gave up all you could; what went wrong so badly; this thought never leaves my mind. As if every part of ME is bleeding in that pain. This void created is so strong, it swallows up all my efforts to move ahead. Weeks and months of efforts to control myself are destroyed in a moment.. People say change is law of nature; it might be. But I would rather accept death than seeing someone so close change so much!
